tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23495530114040145082024-03-14T08:13:47.400+08:00BIG girls DO cry~Just living my life like a NORMAL person should . Still , NO one is PERFECT so I guess I'll stick my OWN way .misz23veneryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00184278941675091345noreply@blogger.comBlogger8125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2349553011404014508.post-46065637881734390642010-11-03T06:32:00.000+08:002010-11-03T06:32:12.569+08:00Balik Time !!<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: red;">Assalamulaikum...</span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">Today is the day !! Finally I'm going back to Muar (</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">yeah, like x pernah balik satu sem je kan</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">) with 2 of my coursemates; </span><u style="color: #444444;">Wan</u><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #444444;"> & </span><u style="color: #444444;">Zati</u><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">. Sebenarnya with so many things going on in my life lately, everytime nak balik rumah is like the precious moment because I have my <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;">angel</span> at home a.k.a <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;">my mum</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;">!</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;"></span> Actually, I've been doubting whether I should go back home or not as I have communication disorder with someone at home. Yeah, my dad. I love him, for sure but the recent incident in my life has caused quite a chaos in our relationship. I'm nervous but nasi dah jadi bubur lambuk panas-panas (</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sorry,merapu pulak</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">), so nothing that I can do to reverse the situation. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">Masa saya sedang menulis entry ni, sahabat yang sayang, <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">Grandpa Naim</span> sudah pun selamat tiba di negeri kelahirannya, Terengganu. I'm so jealous. Tu la gatal sangat nak jadi student baik, beli lagi tiket without tanya lecturer pasal kelas. Semalam saya stay up sebab takut oversleep (</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">Wan pun cakap the same thing tapi not sure whether dia ada tidur or not</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">). Lagipun, tiket pukul 10pagi (</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sah-sah muka bangun lambat</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">), nahas kalau kene tinggal dengan bas. Dah la bas <i>Mayang Sari </i>ni punctual<i> & </i>I had an experience almost left by the bus. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">Whatever it is, just wish I won't end up arguing with my dad. I already have enough problems waiting to be solved. Please, I'm not bashing my dad. He's the one who raised me but sometimes, family feud is unstoppable.</span>misz23veneryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00184278941675091345noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2349553011404014508.post-5695214758551631032010-11-01T02:08:00.001+08:002010-11-03T06:36:04.233+08:00Jiwang Karat<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: red;">Assalamualaikum...</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;">j</span><span style="background-color: red;"></span></span></span><br />
Tiba-tiba tatkala tengah memerah idea untuk siapkan <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #444444;">assignment </span>ni, ingatan mula menerawang dek terkenang bekas rakan-rakan sebilikku (lebih gemar memanggil mereka sebagai <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">sisters</span>) sewaktu di CFS IIUM Nilai. <br />
<a name='more'></a>Mesti ada yang ketawa berguling-guling baca statement ni sebab memang tukang tulis ni suka emosional tak tentu pasal especially hamba-hamba ALLAH yang bergelar Wawan & Mek La as they have seen me crying without reasons for many times. Air mata ni mudah sangat mengalir. Agaknya terlebih fluid dalam badan kot tapi selalu dehydrated pulak. Apabila tahu yang mereka happy, saya pun happy. Saya harap mereka tak kan sedih-sedih sebab saya sayang mereka sangat-sangat walaupun hanya sempat bersama untuk 2 bulan sahaja. Nak story lagi tapi mula tersedar yang jari jemari yang tak berapa nak lembut ni dah malas nak menaip. So, senang cakap, sampai di sini je la coretan seorang gadis yang tak berapa nak rajin ni.<br />
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Akhir kata : I miss <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">Wawan, </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">Mek La, </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">Atun, </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">Mualimah,</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;"> Yaya, </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">Intan,</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;"> Kak Long, </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">Ana,</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;"> Sayang(A Liyana), </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">Muznah,</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;"> Una, </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">Sarah,</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;"> Aifaa, </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">Musyrifah,</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;"> Aimi, </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">Dayah</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;"> </span>&<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;"> Nana .</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;">Hope what I post here won't be misinterpret by others. Just sharing something from someone I really look up to.</span><br />
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<div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">1. Mr Lee Kwan Yew, the Minister Mentor of Singapore is three years my senior. That means he and I practically grew up in the same period of time. That also means that I have been able to watch the progress of Mr Lee, and in fact to interact with him on various occasions.</span></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">2. His assertion in his interview with the New York Times that "Race relations (would be) better if Singapore (had) not (been) "turfed out" (of Malaysia) is worth studying. Is it true or is it fantasy?</span></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">3. Before Singapore joined the Peninsular, Sabah and Sarawak to form Malaysia, there was less racial politics in the Federation of Malaysia. In 1955 the Malays who made up 80 per cent of the citizens gave a large number of their constituencies to the few Chinese and Indian citizens and ensured they won with strong Malay support. As a result the Alliance won 51 of the 52 seats contested.</span></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">4. The Tunku then rewarded this willingness of the Chinese and Indian citizens to support the coalition concept by giving them one million unconditional citizenship. This reduced Malay majority to 60 per cent.</span></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">5. In the 1959 elections the Alliance of UMNO, MCA and MIC won easily though Kelantan was lost. PAS with only Malays as members was rejected. Racialism even when implied failed.</span></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">6. In 1963 Singapore became a part of Malaysia. Despite having promised that the PAP will not participate in Peninsular, Sabah and Sarawak politics, Kwan Yew reneged and the PAP tried to displace the MCA in the Alliance by appealing to Chinese sentiments in the Peninsular. Of course the slogan was "Malaysian Malaysia" which implied that the Chinese were not having equal rights with the Malays. If this appeal to Chinese sentiments against the Malays was not racial, I do not know what is racial.</span></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">7. But the Peninsular Chinese favoured working with the Malays in UMNO. They totally rejected PAP in 1964.</span></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">8. Following the Malaysian Malaysia campaign a few UMNO leaders tried to rouse Singapore Malay sentiments. There were demonstrations in Singapore where before there were none. Kwan Yew accused Jaafar Albar for instigating the Singapore Malays. Although I never went to Singapore, nor met the Malays there, I was labelled a Malay-ultra by Kwan Yew himself.</span></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">9. By 1965 racism had taken hold and the Tunku was forced to end Singapore's membership of Malaysia. But the seed of Chinese racialism had been sown, so that even after the PAP left, the "Malaysian Malaysia" war cry was picked up by the DAP, an offspring of the PAP.</span></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">10. With the background of Singapore's activities in Malaysia in the short three years of its membership, can we really believe that if it had not been "turfed out" race relations would be better in Malaysia?</span></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">11. But proof of what would have happened was shown by the politics leading up to the 1969 Election. The MCA began to criticise the Sino/Malay cooperation especially on so-called special rights and demanded for a Chinese University. UMNO then began to clamour for a greater share of the economy of the country. The UMNO/MCA conflict resulted in the Alliance faring very badly in the 1969 Elections.</span></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">12. DAP and Gerakan, a new party largely made up of MCA dissidents made gains. The Alliance were shocked and rattled.</span></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">13. Then the Gerakan and DAP held their victory parade near the Malay settlement of Kampung Baru, hurling racist insults at the Malays. The result was the 13th May race riots.</span></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">14. Till today the racist slogan "Malaysian Malaysia" is the war-cry of the DAP. Racism in Malaysia is clearly the result of Singapore's membership of the country for just three years. Can we really believe that if Singapore had not been "turfed out" Malaysia would have no racial problem.</span></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">15. While Kwan Yew talks about his belief that all ethnic communities should free themselves from the shackles of racial segregation in order to promote fairness and equality among the races, he also said that "once we are by ourselves (out of Malaysia) the Chinese become the majority".</span></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">16. Singapore's population is made up of 75 per cent Chinese and they own 95 per cent of the economy. It is therefore not a truly multi-racial country but a Chinese country with minority racial groups who are additionally much poorer.</span></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">17. In Singapore dissent is not allowed, People who contest against the PAP would be hauled up in court for libel and if they win elections would not be allowed to take their places in Parliament. Whereas in Malaysia opposition parties invariably win seats in Parliament and even set up State Governments (today five out of the 13 States are ruled by the opposition parties) the PAP in Singapore has to appoint PAP members to represent the opposition.</span></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">18. Whether the PAP admits it or not, the party has always been led and dominated by ethnic Chinese and have won elections principally because of Chinese votes. The others are not even icing on the cake.</span></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">19. If Singapore is a part of Malaysia the PAP can certainly reproduce the Singapore kind of non-racial politics because together with the Malaysian Chinese, the PAP will ethnically dominate and control Malaysian politics. No dissent would be allowed and certainly no one would dare say anything about who really runs the country.</span></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">20. Amnesia is permissible but trying to claim that it is because Singapore had been "turfed out" for the present racist politics in Malaysia is simply not supported by facts of history. </span></span></div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="line-height: 1.5em; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">21. Lee Kwan Yew and I saw the same things and know the reasons why.</span></span></div>misz23veneryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00184278941675091345noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2349553011404014508.post-9953208597985716492010-10-31T03:42:00.000+08:002010-10-31T03:42:13.663+08:00Waktu Rajin<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: red;">Assalamualaikum...<span></span></span></span></span><br />
Tonight I'm so in the mood to write something. lol~ If only my friends see this statement, they'll be like ROFL . (=.=) Whatever~<br />
Actually I'm having flu right now but I can't sleep. Typical me. I rarely sleep at night. Yesterday I had a sleepover in my classmate's room, <a href="http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000624602677">MagD</a> . Not really doing much, but it was one of the best night that I've spent here in JB . Just posted an <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">emo</span> status on FB . Actually I just can't take it anymore. Some people are too <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">bitchy </span>& I'm not a statue that will just keep on silencing myself when they annoyed me. I will fight back one day , when my patience is really thinning away. Most people are too scared to even look at me after they've seen me mad. I almost killed someone when I was mad long ago.<br />
Is it really wrong for me to be <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;">myself</span> ??? Sometimes I wonder why people get so over the edge about people who's not even close to ! I really want to say <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;">stop</span> but I'm a Muslim & I believe that we shouldn't be rude to others even if they're rude to us. Oh my goodness gracious, please give me infinity strength to be patient because I'm not a patient person. (<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">I'm sure my brother will nod enthusiastically if he reads this sentence</span>) It's already 3.40 am & I feel like soooooooo sleepy as I took some medication earlier. Off to sleep .misz23veneryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00184278941675091345noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2349553011404014508.post-88091996706534525542010-10-28T00:19:00.000+08:002010-10-28T00:19:00.272+08:00I miss THEM !!<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: red; font-size: x-large;">Assalamualaikum...</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"> </span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">Kali ni saya hendak gunakan bahasa campur</span> (<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">saya tak berniat merosakkan bahasa</span></span>) <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">atas sebab-sebab tertentu. Saya rasa tak salah kot .</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">Okay , finally my real language is out. Actually I have written this entry since Monday , but since I was busy with </span>assignments<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;"> & <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;">recovery process, </span>I had to stop writing. Now , my otak totally blank as I'm not emotionally stable. I really miss my family so much. The recent incident totally makes my relationship with my dad becomes more & more </span><s style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">stable</span></s><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"> unstable.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"> </span>I had enough. I can't stand it anymore. Full story ? Sorry dude, I'm too </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;">lazy </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">to write it. Let's just say I'm </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;">hopeless</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;"> .</span></span>misz23veneryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00184278941675091345noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2349553011404014508.post-69898529943048618872010-10-23T03:13:00.000+08:002010-10-23T03:13:48.334+08:00My "Happy" Moment [22102010]<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: red;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Assalamulaikum..</span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br />
</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Sebenarnya saya sudah merakamkan satu video sebagai pengganti coretan saya tapi sebab video tersebut tidak dapat dimuat naik ke blog ini, saya rasa cara terbaik saya haruslah menulis sendiri apa yang saya ingin sampaikan. Sebenarnya tarikh tersebut </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">[22102010]</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> adalah tarikh yang </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: yellow;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">palingmanisdalamhidupsaya</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">kerana saya telah berlanggar (</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #783f04;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">lebih tepat lagi dilanggar sebenarnya</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">) </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">dengan seorang </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: yellow;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">jejaka bertuah</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">merupakan seorang pemandu </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #783f04;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">yang sangat berhemah</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">. Apa yang berlaku biarlah tersimpan dalam diari hidup kami (<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #660000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sebenarnya saya malas mahu menceritakan keseluruhan insiden itu</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;">) </span></span>tapi saya agak tidak berpuas hati apabila mendengar gosip-gosip liar yang mengatakan saya </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Bersalah </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">dalam hal ini. Lantak apa yang mereka hendak kata. Saya enggan mendengar kata-kata tersebut.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span></span></span></span></span></span></span></div>misz23veneryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00184278941675091345noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2349553011404014508.post-45753991347647467872010-10-19T13:32:00.000+08:002010-10-19T13:32:50.901+08:00Ada Apa Dengan Bahasa ?<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgfvI94_e2Wihaky5Icy2DUGia9qomdOuMA8gx5elQ5a6wGeEJ6Bxs7guHb5yGFr6RCnDGUuFBohWEyiHJ57gAem6X5a4aFF0WWjJ4BGx_scUQxs_VLIkaClgnth_CnUc5KDdhS05dLPmWo/s1600/Picture0082.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgfvI94_e2Wihaky5Icy2DUGia9qomdOuMA8gx5elQ5a6wGeEJ6Bxs7guHb5yGFr6RCnDGUuFBohWEyiHJ57gAem6X5a4aFF0WWjJ4BGx_scUQxs_VLIkaClgnth_CnUc5KDdhS05dLPmWo/s320/Picture0082.jpg" width="320" /></span></a></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">Assalamulaikum w.b.t.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"> ..</span></span><span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;">Sebenarnya sengaja saya menulis dalam <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;">Bahasa Melayu</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"> memandangkan sudah sekian lama saya tidak menggunakan </span></span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;">Bahasa Melayu </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">sama ada untuk menulis status di </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">Facebook</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"> ataupun di</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"> Twitter. </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">Kenapa saya jarang menggunakan bahasa ibunda saya di laman-laman </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange; font-size: x-large;"><s><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">so sial </span></s></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">sosial </span>seperti ini ? Jawapannya kerana saya ingin mempraktikkan kemahiran berbahasa saya. Lagipun , rakan-rakan di laman-laman tersebut datang dari pelbagai budaya dan negara. Satu-satunya bahasa penghubung adalah dengan menggunakan </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;">Bahasa Inggeris</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">. Saya rasa tidak salah untuk saya menggunakan bahasa global tersebut. Ada yang mengeji kerana saya seolah-olah lupa daratan (</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;">tapi saya tidak pernah meninggalkan daratan</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">) , ada juga yang menghina mengatakan saya ingin mencari publisiti murahan dengan </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;">speakang LonDon</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">. Tapi saya tidak peduli kerana saya percaya </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">Menjadi diri sendiri itu lebih bermakna dari menjadi mangsa dunia hipokrit</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">. Saya adalah bakal guru </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;">Bahasa Inggeris</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"> dalam 5 tahun lagi (</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;">InsyaALLAH</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">) & saya harus berani untuk menggunakan bahasa tersebut sebelum saya berani untuk menggalakkan bakal para pelajar saya. Saya bukan sahaja meminati </span></span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime; font-size: xx-large;">Bahasa Inggeris </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">sahaja tetapi juga </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f1c232;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-large;">Bahasa Arab ... Bahasa Korea ... Bahasa Indonesia ... Bahasa Mandarin ... Bahasa Siam</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">. Saya berminat untuk mempelajari bahasa-bahasa tersebut. Jadi , <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">tolong hentikan <s>pujian</s> kejian anda! </span>Saya hanya menjadi diri saya sendiri & selagi saya tidak menyusahkan anda, tolong jangan susahkan saya. Hari ini saya telah jatuh sakit (</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;">sekali lagi</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">) & menderita keseorangan memandangkan saya tidak mempunyai teman sebilik di sini. Sila doakan saya agar nikmat kesihatan yang baik dikurniakan oleh </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: red;">ALLAH S.W.T</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"> kepada saya.</span></span></span><span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><span></span></span></span>misz23veneryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00184278941675091345noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2349553011404014508.post-66861739200766971622010-10-15T21:46:00.000+08:002010-10-15T21:46:27.892+08:00My 1st entry~<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: red;">Assalamulaikum</span></span> & <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;">Hi </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">to all. Actually I don't have any idea to write for my 1st entry so I think I will write anything that come across</span> <s>body</s> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">mind as I really don't know what to</span> <s><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;">write</span></s><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;">.</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">I want to tell about myself but I'm too tired now. I guess I'll leave you guys now. By the way, add me on </span><a href="http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000660635622">Facebook</a> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">& follow me on</span> <a href="http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.twitter.com%2Fmisz23venery&h=21d10">Twitter</a>. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">Love you guys~<span></span></span></span>misz23veneryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00184278941675091345noreply@blogger.com0