Showing posts with label emo. Show all posts
Showing posts with label emo. Show all posts

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Balik Time !!

Assalamulaikum...
Today is the day !! Finally I'm going back to Muar  (yeah, like x pernah balik satu sem je kan) with 2 of my coursemates; Wan & Zati. Sebenarnya with so many things going on in my life lately, everytime nak balik rumah is like the precious moment because I have my angel at home a.k.a my mum!


 Actually, I've been doubting whether I should go back home or not as I have communication disorder with someone at home. Yeah, my dad. I love him, for sure but the recent incident in my life has caused quite a chaos in our relationship. I'm nervous but nasi dah jadi bubur lambuk panas-panas (sorry,merapu pulak), so nothing that I can do to reverse the situation. 


Masa saya sedang menulis entry ni, sahabat yang sayang, Grandpa Naim sudah pun selamat tiba di negeri kelahirannya, Terengganu. I'm so jealous. Tu la gatal sangat nak jadi student baik, beli lagi tiket without tanya lecturer pasal kelas. Semalam saya stay up sebab takut oversleep (Wan pun cakap the same thing tapi not sure whether dia ada tidur or not). Lagipun, tiket pukul 10pagi (sah-sah muka bangun lambat), nahas kalau kene tinggal dengan bas. Dah la bas Mayang Sari ni punctual & I had an experience almost left by the bus. 


Whatever it is, just wish I won't end up arguing with my dad. I already have enough problems waiting to be solved. Please, I'm not bashing my dad. He's the one who raised me but sometimes, family feud is unstoppable.

Monday, November 1, 2010

Jiwang Karat

Assalamualaikum...j
Tiba-tiba tatkala tengah memerah idea untuk siapkan assignment ni, ingatan mula menerawang dek terkenang bekas rakan-rakan sebilikku (lebih gemar memanggil mereka sebagai sisters) sewaktu di CFS IIUM Nilai.

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Waktu Rajin

Assalamualaikum...
Tonight I'm so in the mood to write something. lol~ If only my friends see this statement, they'll be like ROFL . (=.=) Whatever~
Actually I'm having flu right now but I can't sleep. Typical me. I rarely sleep at night. Yesterday I had a sleepover in my classmate's room, MagD . Not really doing much, but it was one of the best night that I've spent here in JB . Just posted an emo status on FB . Actually I just can't take it anymore. Some people are too bitchy & I'm not a statue that will just keep on silencing myself when they annoyed me. I will fight back one day , when my patience is really thinning away. Most people are too scared to even look at me after they've seen me mad. I almost killed someone when I was mad long ago.
Is it really wrong for me to be myself ??? Sometimes I wonder why people get so over the edge about people who's not even close to ! I really want to say stop but I'm a Muslim & I believe that we shouldn't be rude to others even if they're rude to us. Oh my goodness gracious, please give me infinity strength to be patient because I'm not a patient person. (I'm sure my brother will nod enthusiastically if he reads this sentence) It's already 3.40 am & I feel like soooooooo sleepy as I took some medication earlier. Off to sleep .